… as opposed to trivia. This blog is intended as a celebration of small things, but sometimes big things crop up.
Such as the pain in my chest. I have not yet been diagnosed as having a heart condition, but I probably do. I am almost 59 and not in the best of shape. Neglect has consequences.
So I will see an IM and a cardiologist this week, and hopefully learn more. In the meantime, I have a little bottle of nitro pills to relieve the pain. They work, and I am glad of that. I have the love and prayers of my family, and I am most grateful for them.
I am supplementing my poor diet with healthy stuff like whole wheat and fruits. I have been taking a nutrition class… and that is no coincidence.
Still… the good Lord speaks of the peace that passes all understanding. I get anxious, but I have that peace, down in my soul. I have my church family, and prayers, and for today, that is enough.
A random list of some of the not-so-dramatic things I enjoy:
1. Stroking my cat.
2. Praying as I walk.
4. Delaying my get-up time because the bed is cozy.
5. Playing Skip-Bo with my friends.
6. Taking pictures of rotting leaves and peeling paint.
7. Writing in my blog.
8. Putting on the headphones and listening to Marshall Crenshaw. (Haven’t heard of him? Check YouTube.)
9. Jaye’s cat Prince who sits in my lap.
10. 1950s monster movies.
11. Driving. (Okay, so maybe that’s a complex pleasure. So sue me.)
I smile when I think of myself as a motivated person. Images come to mind of excited, dynamic speakers who have a carefully calibrated message.
I’d rather keep it simple and personal: if I want something, I have to do something to get it. This often involves praying for it first. (I believe in a giving God, but I still have to do the footwork.)
If I want the rewards of having a job, I have to work to specification. If I want the rewards of having a cat, I have to feed and clean up after her. I have to keep my motivational thinking at a simple level, because I can complicate the hell out of anything. This generally involves the negative what-if game: what if I fail miserably, endure public embarrassment, and have my human being license revoked?
As you can see, my negativity has a good imagination. Maybe I should develop as active an imagination for my positivity.
What a concept!